lil update

nowadays been captivated by those hong kong dramas, made me abandon network environment as I used to live without.

Surprisingly I never touched my pc for 1 or 2 days, *winks* good improvement huh.

Skip these.

Back to my belated birthday post, sincerely thanks to everyone that wished me and of course to those celebrated with me.

Not forgotten, presents are appreciated =)

Someone, I know you've been wasted so much time on me, but what can I say is only I'm sorry. Everything you've done, I can see it I can feel it, I'm not blind I'm not cold blooded, I don't want to show you and cover up like I don't care, I know you upset with my manner. Because I want make you clear, our relation is limited, I don't wish to go any further than now what we are.

Anyway you got a girlfriend now after those unwanted argumentation, you will have a better life with her and without me.

Believe that friends who lil closer with me, knew the pervert guy makes me prank texts and such annoying request.

Well we consider it a threat? or actually i found it is quite hahaha speechless.

I don't know what expression I should give him?

As in, he calls me early in the morning and demands for masturbation, hey I'm still in my sweet dream, blurring, and he's in steaming situation making horny voices, everyday. I bet his dick gonna depart soon.

Yet he texts me to buy coffin for my family, because I don't masturbate for him? hahaha okay I ignore initially, until he keeps text me and said

' you watch out, you will regret '

' your home will have disaster soon, don't believe? you can see march 31 ' ( lets see then)

blablabla, lame. And I replied, oh is it? haha okok.

made his anger increase, opps I'm sorry I purposely. you care?

And the funny one, he insists that he can see what am I doing, he call me a bitch as I'm having sex with somebody and getting fuck by guys? yet I'm having breakfast at the moment, what wrong with me then? hahaha, I totally laugh my ass out, you wanna predict what am I doing, go ahead.

Finally he said, ' help me, only once, I don't wish to hurt your family '

Come on, you want me to help you, alright where are you? you're only request me to help you by just a call? you're worst than an arsehole.

And still, until now, this moment, he never give up his demand. Whatever I don't give two fuck for you.

- the pervert numberSS : 016-7431734 / +65 83625303 - BEWARE HIM!

Insomnia these days, oh-my-dang-god. Whats wrong?! Mend me someone!

Education news,

application study abroad delay again, gosh.

from march to september, get to know from my queen. From her infomation because I'm 'so-called' special so I have to delay, these frigging months I have to attend chinese class! her idea, again. !!@#$%^&*()!!!!!

hmp.

next year I'm 19, i don't want to study with all younger sisters and brothers around wey..pity me =(

duh, keep it aside first.

No goal No target No aim recently, meaningless days, I dont wish to be like this, useless but what can i do. 911.

TODAY

No inspiration at all what to blog about, don't even know how to start it,

but it's the time for me to update?

Well, just back from a short outing with mummy for a particular occasion as today no classes no driving lesson no activity nothing, zero.

And now I'm sitting here rotten in front of pc, I gonna puke seriously all the time facing facebook!

Wonder why the shit am I freaking obsess with it, while there is nothing for me to check other than accepting friend request reply comments and messages, and those tedious games that admiring the world included uncle aunty,

I don't know human nowadays love agriculture huh? Yes, all the farm farm stuff in facebook. If you human can nurture earth environment as you'll putting whole effort to nurture the rubbish plants that might be steal by players anytime, then we don't have to write essay about global warning, acid rain, greenhouse effect, air pollution water pollution during exams and exercises.

We can do so much better essay than these, but what to do, questions are always these. 5 years secondary period never lack of those friggin topics.

Hence, I am hell excluded from this type of nonsense game.

It's okay if people still LOVE and so into it, keep on farming. Do enjoy~

The statement above is just a comment not complain, if any inconvenience causes please do ignore it.

Feel free to continue my craps below? thanks.

This is only the start of my blogging point, after so many craps above, haha. Forgive me.

Lately, friends and family that surrounding me, randomly bumped into accident. Fortunately, gory incident didn't occur on them, thank God.

People, whatever happens, happens for a reason. It actually do indicating us about something we couldn't predict.

If you assume this is superstitious and only a junk that you don't need to heed.

Nah, think again, when time comes, when you know everything has to be end in a split second, when you don't have the chance to say I Love You to your precious, when the children and wife is waiting you at home, when it is too late for you apologize to the one you've hurt, when you promised someone to do something and you unable to do it anymore, when you don't have the chance to say goodbye to your dearest friends, and that time you say you had regretted. There is no undo button in our very life.

Obviously, regret is useless. In that case, why don't we all started to appreciate everyone, everything around us.

Yes, everyone deserve a second chance but our lifetime, can you claim for another second chance? Don't cheat yourself, once you lost it, forever you lost it.

Your marvelous life could be taken anytime any second any moment through your careless mistakes, take everything serious when in the right time.

As in you were driving, youth now enjoy showing off with speeding up huh, they deserve the consequences. For the very first time you being vanity and nothing unpleasant occurrence on you, don't be too conceit, things might happen if you don't learn from it.

A rubbish advise from me that you may find it is lame but I meant it, STOP SPEEDING.

And so today when I was on my way heading home, an accident happened just right beside us, let me saw how could it happen from start till the end, I learn the processing of an accident, though it is not a huge accident but it really cuts my heart for a while, shivering.

Gosh, I screamed at the moment they banged together. *like I'm the one who bang huh, haha*

And mummy got frightened not by the accident, but my sweet voice. ewww.

This little incident seriously made me brood over and over, and reminised me of my friends that recently in the same condition. How creepy.

Of course, I understand every accident occurred it's not happen on purpose by human. But if everyone can be a civilized driver, I believe it might reduce our chance to the hell.

Proclaim to my dear friends, please do take care and think properly before you forward any steps might brought you regret.

Life is short, don't make it any shorter by yourself. NO DIY yeah okay.

Take your life seriously. Tata.

- Resume of Title Below -

I'm sorry for some error, the story actually hasn't end. haha

because I'm rushing to move on an appointment with someone.

I didn't mention about my daddy just now, I'll share it here.

Well, frankly, I don't utterly cognitive who or how or what is my dad personality,

I don't have the opportunity to get close with him

I never speak the word 'daddy' for 17 years,

I used to think, "is 'daddy' this person so important? that everyone have a dad and I dont have, but I'm still here without flaws" "it's enough at least I have mummy with me, I'm luckier than orphan."

How optimistic am I? haha, yes.

However I don't need a dad, but I have a dad. He is still my daddy.

Somehow, I never felt abhor over him,  I don't know why? though he dumped us.

Indeed, I do and did miss him.

Finally I met him in this year 2009,

all the way to JB, I wonder how was or is his looks like? curious.

Am assure you'll never felt this intense of nervous to meet your daddy. I extremely strained!

Skip my craps, conclusion, I love you daddy.

People may think that a broken family is iffy, but look, not every family is perfect with daddy mummy and children. Not everyone in this whole world wide is lucky, if you're the one who lucky, appreciate! Care your members. Love them.

Discard your temper you used to deal with them.

Extract a little of your golden time to sit down and have a nice chat or even an idle talk is better than zero.

Let them feel you're exist whenever they need someone to fall back.

If people able to make this as their vital role in their sophisticated life currently,

WE, COUNTRIES, THIS WORLD can get rid of old folks home around.

Yes, you have so-called perfect family, but sincerely query your edge of heart,

have you greet them every morning?

have you even ask them do they taken their meal? this is an absolutely simple question. You never done.

These questions, parents used to ask their children instead of children ask their parents.

Parents gave us the best, what you have given them? Worries? Frustrated? Tears? Heartache? All these more than cash you able to give them.

Why am I bullshitting these? No offense, I'm not pointed these to someone or anyone, am just grieve over this matter, it plays in my mind sometimes.

Lack of mummy or daddy or whoever in your members, it CAN be still a perfect family by showing off your love towards them. Uh uh, the love mentioned is truly sincerely deeply by your heart.

Why you have to do this? because when you failed, you can only trust your family.

Why only family but not your spouse? because you don't know when would it last.

Why you don't know when would it last? ask Jesus.

Good luck everybody, show up your balls to greet your family from now on! Ciaos..

Mummy Daddy, I Love You

When I was 2 years old, my parents divorced.

I used to stay with my grandparents, with my bro too.

They pampered me a lots, bought me anything that I requested.

[ and am an obedient good girl okay, I obeyed everything ]

My mom, a very very independent woman, an iron lady, a breadwinner, she characterize everyone. She's tougher than you think.

We used to meet each other few months once, she leave us and went nowhere to sustain our sufficient meals, she never grouch of exhausted, never even once.

Reminiscing, whenever I call her, my face would got sopped, I can't hold my tears, I miss her, I love her,I want to meet her, I just want to hear her voice, but I have no topics to talk about, and parents ever first question is, "got listen to grandpa and grandma [ or somebody else ] or not?"

and children forever answer, "yes, of course."

A question that I never felt hesitate dedicated for her every single chance we on phone, "when would you come back?" I asked her everyday although I just asked the same question the day before.

This simple question I believe you don't feel how much significant it may be, but for me, it meant a lot that you can't feel at my age. I was in my primary school.

And she never felt hesitate to answer my annoy question.

When she's back home, I would hug her like how you hug your loves one not to let them go away from you.

Time never stop, and it don't wait, passed as lightning when you hope it can span longer.

She gotta get back work again, I wouldn't let her go, I would cry like someone's gonna die. haha.

She always create tricks to sneak away from me, such as? a very simple one, she asked me to kitchen and bring her a cup of water. She escape at the moment, very fast, like I'm gonna rape her, and suddenly I would heard a engine sound out there, I knew what's happened. As I ran outside, she's in the car.

The way my tear burst, you'll never have the chance to see now I swear, and shouted the hell out, "No, don't go please!" She looked at me, by her sight, I read her, she don't wanna leave us, too. But, no choice. She have to go. I'm just still young and I expressed myself with what I thought of.

She went, what would I do? Ran to the room and flooded my bed.

My grandma came tucked me after all of this fuss. *Thank you popo*

I got to know recently from somebody, she did cried on the way she drove. Constriction slightly attacked my heart.

My every past went on like this, she is the one and only my passion.

These tough development period generate me today,

I experienced setback and I defend alone,
I experienced to work everything out alone when there is no one for me to fall back,

I experienced to travel alone with no one I really close,

I experienced to manage my own studies by my own,

I experienced to achieve champion without parents nor family cheers, and I did it every time,

I experienced able to lead the group with homeworks,

I experienced to exercise forbearance with people at my young age,

I experienced to practise very hard and tighten for every competition and parents never know,

They only knew when I brought the trophy or prizes home.

I got whole folder of certificate of choir, music,and art competitions I've joined.

Every experiences every predicaments for me, made me found my aptitude, never blame but I cherish.

Though mom was apart a quite distance with us, but her nurture I always heed.

By all these happening, enable my cerebration broadened and coarsened.

Don't underestimate for the one that you don't really confirm his/her origin.

He/She might be even stronger than you.

Appreciate and cherish what your parents have given you during your development, they love you, they always do, maybe ways are difference, but hearts are same.

Give them a call to wish when you know you're often pack by entertainments and seldom have time to spend with them.

Always remember, live everyday like you have no tomorrow.

End of the World 2012 PUBLISHED!!

After those awful days,

finally went on a full-day appointment yesterday =]

Woke up in the morning,

opps, its afternoon sorry.

Received Jennice message : will be reach at 12 something!

Absolutely I'm still in my dream, duhh.

Make up myself in a rush

and text her will be coming at about 1 something.

 Finally reached Parade almost 2pm.

'Who care!'

Planned to be diva,

and yeah, we went to KBox.

They, 4 of 'em, are younger than me 2 years ='(

feel like I'm old, upset you know!

But nobody perceive if I dont mention, hahaha.

Makes me feel better.

Wanna personally thanks Su Chi,

she's hell good in tarot.

She totally got it right about my past and my present.

I learned a phrase that woke up my mind immediately,

it said, this world is still very big, look further,

do not feel depress cause by a lil incident.

There's still lots of thing we haven't seen.

Yeah, this is what I used to think whenever I upset,

how can I forget it on this very moment.

Maybe I need reminder.

And I remember she said a card tells that,

at this moment I desperate of love and cares ????

speechless, I don't know I am?

But maybe I am and I don't realize.

Anyway, it's a kind of release after knowing myself.

But Jennice says she felt stress after tarot, swt!

and she's just cant beat her curiosity to play, what-the...

Pictures hall :

 

 

 

They went back after K-Box period.

And I still have to stay and wait DonDon for the movie

HE ALWAYS LATE FOR MOVIES!! ALWAYS!!

but this time we arrived JJ 5 minutes before,

and we stepped in sharp on the movie start.

you lucky, if not I gotta kill you, haha.

Gan jeong lor this movie, if this is really what gonna happen future,

I personally don't think we can survive?

What if just die and rest in peace.

Or we can start making a spacecraft from now?

Craps, just stay with your love one and die together.

I'm half broke now, after a BB cream and other rubbishes with me. =(

Enough.

After wetted my pillow for few hours,

as people said,

cry it out to release your heart.

Therefore, I did it.

It's enough. I have to reset my mind.

Random guys asked me a same question :

why are you always look happy and nothing to worry about?

Nahh, it's not. I do have problems spinning around me,

I used to keep it.

Unless my heart is extremely full and I can't stand it anymore

I would blast it out.

To whom? No one but myself.

Few minutes ago, mummy asked me

how am I gonna celebrate my birthday [ 22nov ]

I was just stare at her and my mind is totally blank for a moment

I was thinking yeah, how should I celebrate?

It is my 18th birthday..

But I couldn't feel like wanna celebrate?

Once again she asked,

how do you wish your party gonna be?

Deep in my heart I said,

I wanna celebrate with the one I love

and he brought me to somewhere belong to us

and we have a romantic night.

Erhem, okay okay, stops me from day-dream, it's night now.

And so, I simply blast her an answer

I want celebrate as it's my wedding dinner. Can I?

As I expected, she gave me a what-the-fuck face

and puke the rice out [ she's having dinner ]

I was just staring at her and " What? "

Mummy suggested me to celebrate a grand one future with my boyfriend

But hey, can I celebrate my 18th FUTURE? Ridiculous isn't it.

It's once in a lifetime.

Where's my friends? she asked

" they're all busying that day"

" how do you know? "

" I guess "

" then make it the day before your official date "

" I'll think "

Probably I'm not really interested to celebrate at this moment

I'm really don't give a shit

I don't have a boyfriend celebrate with me

ain't gonna be perfect as I think.

Did you ever experienced?

You've been pleased to remain single for a quite time, you love it

and guy break into you in a sudden, you love it twice

because it is still please and you says even more perfect to be

until the day you used to do everything with him

you cannot live without him,

he leave you.

Created your past.

You're in desperate.

And consequently you stay single, again.

Is this true about love? Is this a MUST for a lovelife?

yes? no?

I don't know.

But he/she might leave you someday, as in he/she gonna leave this world.

It just the way they leave us are different.

Anyway, I gotta be tough although am still heartache of it.

I saw a sentences today and it quite impress me,

" Laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change "

yeah, I should let go.

Claim for what I deserve.

911

I wish I could

stop thinking of him

forget everything he did

not to imagine anymore

well,

I wish I could lost my brain memory stick.

How can I be so dumb

because of a guy

never sincerely smile for 3 days??

How could it be?

Don't let it knock you girl..

WAKE UP!!!

Everything has change

and you still in your own alone world

he don't need your text anymore

you keep staying awake in the middle of 4

to text him with a kiss

to make sure he receive

and kiss you back

Now,

you stay awake in the middle of 4

but you don't have the balls to text him

looking at the cellphone

should I , or not?

yeah, NOT.

he doesn't want to receive any of your text

A sudden fear chilling your heart

Scare of lost

that you tasted previously

You don't want it anymore

You open your eyes

you thought of him

You look at your messages box

wish for his text

Impossible.

You have guess the truth

but yet,

you still wish that is not the truth.

Stop acting naive.

How depressed are you now

he never knows

he isn't interested

You tried to be happy

You tried to let the others love you

You tried to let people cheers

Fail?

It's not that he's implacable.

She lend him her heart

and she didn't request it back

unless,

he return it back to her.

You do everything you think of him

stupid

Does he do everything and he think of you??

he don't!

What for you suffocating over this frigging matter!

I'm tired! totally exhausted!!

Stop me from all of these.

Don't leave me hanging like this!

I HATE! DEFINITELY HATE!

TELL ME IF YOU LOVE ME AND YOU SAY YOU DO!

IF DON'T, TELL ME YOU'RE NOT! 

That's all you have to say

Why can't you make me clear? Huh?

Feel like I'm an effin dumb-arse-hole!

911 for HELP!!! I'M SUFFERING!! SHIT!

Fail of Missing YOU

What is the worst part of missing someone?

Is, you're missing him and he's missing her, 

AND YOU KNEW IT.

He confess to everyone the one he miss is not you.

Guys, this is definitely cruel.

You doesn't know how much she might hurt

You doesn't know how hard she kept in heart
You doesn't know how tough she pass her days

Her heart,

flooded with tears,

 full or queries.

Why?

You said,

you miss me

you said,

you love me

you said,

you worry me

you said,

you wait me

you said,

you care me.

 Becomes past tense?

You don't miss me anymore?

You don't love me anymore?

You don't worry me anymore?

You don't wait me anymore?

You don't care me anymore?

Do you?

In a short period

he able to make you fall for him so deep

he was so real

you unpredictable believe his every words

it sounds so good

unconsciously,

you need him days and nights

you need his voice to comfort you

you need his care to move on

you need his smile to chill.

Yesterday,

he cares you loves you miss you more than your parents do

you chat with him more than any of your family members

Today,

he cares you? he loves you? he miss you? question mark it.
You chat with him only at night

Tomorrow,

can you predict?

No, but I guess.

no more cares no more loves no more miss

you both chat only when needed.

It's only within a really really real short period

what makes you change so much?

don't you realize that you've changed?

Am too naive to believe

naive to believe in everything.

A compromise that might break in a blink of eye

don't make it to me

this is very huge, I couldn't handle it.

 

Appreciated those short-period-sweet-moments you gave

It's been a while didn't taste it

at least

I could recall back these flavours

after sweet there's a bitter awaiting

in between

sour salted spicy did present.

Somehow,

I'm still believe

you DID really love me

you DID really miss me

you DID really care me

search for the one that really stay, stays, staying, stayed in your mind.

 Be happy with your choice.

Girls Desirous

Beauty come to the first. Agree?

Yeah, so do I.

We put load of effort to make ourselves look good.

We use cosmetics the most aite.

To cover up our original pure face looking. ( boy's mind? )

Do you consider it FAKE?

No, don't make it so sure.

Why do you feel it is fake?

Because it don't looks natural, isn't?

People are always thought that natural is the best?

natural is always the beautiest

natural don't fake

natural is comfortable to look at

What about those who are borned unlucky?

Not-that-pretty I say,

Would you even glance at them? sincerely?

I bet 90% of you won't

So what's the matter if girls make up and dress nicely

and you said they are fakeass?

Ugly is not a sin

At least they can dress up themselves to gain a better looking

Of course, make up is the main

Ladies there who don't make up

yeah, probably you look fine without cosmetics

but please

don't insult those who ain't look interesting and majorly needs to be cover up

Make up is not a crime.

A real beauty is from your inner appearance

how fine are you how natural are you how good looking are you

doesn't beat your inner beauty

A boy might impressed by your appearance initially

Are you sure he don't mind if you have a wicked heart?

A rotten character don't win boy's heart eternity although you're so damn pretty.

Do you admire a celebrity who don't dress up nicely and make up?

Craps, there is none celebrities who don't need make up.

You don't expect they will face the camera without well dressed, do you?

So why there is still people judge people with making up like this and like that?

as in "eww, she's just so different without cosmetics"

or "yucks, don't got cheat by her thick base, she's fake!"

YOU MAKE UP TO LOOK DIFFERENT FROM ORDINARY

this is the AIM!

What for if you make up and you still look the same??

You got me?

if you got me, you begin to agree with me.

Don't discriminate others.

For real, I'm too, not interesting not good looking as others, ordinary.

But I work hard for myself

until the day people praised,

"hey, you're getting prettier"

"wow, you turned to a beauty now"

and so on.

whatever.

I worked very hard for these.

Consequently, I don't feel embarrassing to put on make up as I need it.

Nothing is wrong,

because I still got my unpolluted inner ( haha )

But some people just LOVE to be judger,

keep on judging,

so we will get the chance to improve ( positive thinking lah )

 I determined to turn on myself and impress the 'you'!

You bad-mouth today, you'll regret.

Full-stop.

Random.

It has been a while I didn't update,

you can say, maybe I'm lazy, or there nothing special about my life

or things happened around me doesn't seems to be interesting

or I post it or not, it doesn't matter

Okay, nothing is wrong there, quite true

but one, I don't shout out here because I don't know how to expose nor where to start, whatever.

Things, you know, it's 'S'...mean there's still load happening in my daily routine

Don't care it is positive or negative

we fated to live in earth, we tend, we deserve, we must, we gone through every up and down circumstances

No matter what consequence it might be, we still gonna look forward

If it is a negative, gone through it, crave for a better one, maybe things don't work in a short period , but it don't mean to be forever you can't get.

When it is positive, appreciate and share, move on and determine for even perfect than that.

There's no limitation no graduation no ending to learn what's a real life.

Real life meant to be cruel, but it tend to be beautiful IF and ONLY IF you think wisely.

Be optimistic, guys.

Learn from it.

About my bestie, SHE is my dear

her days, yeah everyday, 365 days a year 30 days a month comes to be very tough

As I read her bloggy, I don't really know what can I do to make her feel better

Not in physically, but I wish I can help her by mentally

(cause physically don't last long, when we're not around, she's still sad)

at least, she knew there is still people around are supporting her

She's a good girl, if you make a comparison, not to others, just compare with me

She's real much more better, she do respect, care, think of others

yet her mom, (the witch) seems not satisfy with her,

keep on nagging and complaining for her own daughter

that's what I heard every time hang with dear,

but what can I advise? nothing.

Maybe she don't need advise, what she need is just a listener.

Dear, I know you'll read this.

You know, we're worrying about you (your bebe asked me to cheer you up actually, he's frustrating over this matter)

your disease will getting worst if keeping by this way.

I think if your mom knew this, she don't act faint or think those retarded creepy tricks to fool you.

Alright, all the best to you dear, there's always me for you ^^

FYI, good girl as I mentioned above doesn't mean she's a nerd that only study. She do play hard, AND she's not gentle. Haha, don't fuck me okay?

NOW, back to my own business.

Flashback first.

people come and goes,

love exist and disappear,

friendship remain and increase,

hardship enter and exit.

This is life.

What am I gonna complain about?

Nothing.

There are still dozen of people suffocating over some matter that's toughen.

Yet I got my parents, a house that keep me safe, foods to digest,

chair to sit, bed to sleep (don't say I'm crapping, I'm not)

okay and so on.

So people, why should us grumble over and over? Be grateful.

Pardon me,

I said love exist and disappear

yes, it does.

And it's continuously.

But hey, don't get me wrong,

it's not that I'm playgirl that FALL FOR ONE EASILY YET I GOT A BOYFRIEND

no,it's not.

I'm loyal enough (applause please, ngek*)

 take a repeat, i wrote it I don't fall if I got an awesome boyfriend.

which mean, IF my boy does not treat me as he responsible to,

I CAN, I DESERVE to fall for anyone that is better,

agree?

what for you own a boy that you are not desire to have one

we're girls, in fact, we're young

we still able to choose until we satisfy

we don't describe it as playgirl/playboy, right?

Okay stop my craps,

I wanna make a confession here,

this confession might, not even might, is must be seriously

brought somebody down,upset? 

I don't know shall I blog it down, or not

but hello! I'm still an ordinary girl that easily on a crush!

I admitted? yes

so I decided to take a risk.

ME! (I'm sorry,full name is strictly for privacy usage ONLY, don't expect me to pen down here)

is totally in a crush with someone

that keep my mind busy thinking of

 I AM so into him

I allowed him to appear in my dream

I like the way he talk with me

I love it when he's coaxing

I'm half dead by your smile

you partially owned me babeh.

=]

but there's still distance between us

maybe someday will make us move further

wait and see.

[P/S : I hate if you play hide and seek in this condition]

*ask me if you don't get what I mean.

A sincere advice from me,

ah girl ah boy out there,

if loves did knocked you down or got you hurt that you thought wanna leave this world

please, and beg you think of your family before you done something regret.

Your parents don't born you to give up life this way.

LOVES,

absolutely it drive someone insane

BUT

love is die, I mean it's not a living thing

It's flexible

It control by human, don't let it control you

(unless you both love each other and uncontrollable,that's different lah, nothing is wrong if it's in good way and let love control you until die no one care)

what I want to say is when love knocked you down (I repeating)

Get heal by any happy exercises could make you.

There's no one could makes one serious dead in this matter,

choices around you

what you have to do is hunt and choose!

well,

I did done something silly of love of course.

it's fucked up my past, but make my present and no more in the future.

I SWEAR!

eh guys, you know what

I got something supportive to some girls mind

it's that, you know, some girls desire to have few boyfriends at the same time

(same as boys but our definition is different! XP blame your mom to born you with dick)

okay go to the points,

why do we girls, need few boyfriends?

because we are girls!

( I haven't finish my sentences, don't fuck first )

girls are always easily get hurt and willing to do ANYTHING, anything include sex for their boys own sake!

but no longer appreciated and being dumped

started to hate being in love again,

while love is not a sin? is it??? hell no.

love can be beautiful until you find your Mr.Right

 so, girls are searching their Mr.Right by this way

not that they are playgirl, they do love their each boyfriends

but they are just searching the suit one to stay with.

Girls can't do any crime, okay like this,

BOY FUCK GIRL,and  BOY DON'T GET FUCK BY GIRL right?

girls made you no harm,

but girls take risks when you tryna sex with her.

She get pregnant okay, you don't want the baby

she abort it.

again and again, what does she get?

 Womb cancer.

And what does he get?

Nothing. You die peacefully without suffer.

Forgive your girlfriend if she did this but think the same with me,

if she's kind of flirty ass,

then I have nothing to do with her.

She's slut or whatever. It's your guy choice.

Nobody force you to choose an average standard prostitude if you knew she is.

CONCLUSION : Girls are always right and reasonable, erhem.

Some guys are even agree with me.

No offence of this,

like it or hate it

it's my blog

I write what I felt.

You keep reading because you like it.

So you're agree with me, admit it!

Stop here, ciaoz =)
( I'm glad I borned with no dick! )